Lillion Lost
Directing
Biography
Lillion Lost is a neurodivergent, nonbinary, genderfluid, white trans artist. They began at an early age to write poems and texts and act in school plays. As a teen they started to incorporate their written work into music, drawings and collages. They have been technical advisor and assistant director in two puppet theater plays at Volksbühne Berlin and so overcame their anxiety of reading and performing in front of people. Nowadays they express themselves in more diverse ways on stage or in films and are engaged in different kinds of queer activism. Topics of their personal output often circle around gender, neurodivergence or how mental illness and traumatic experiences can effect the human mind. As a school assignment during 'Feminist Focus Studies' at Kvinnofolkhögskolan they created their debut short film "I can only do so much", a hybrid documentary, exploring perspectives on suicidality in context of close relationships. After 2 years of studying film production at Göteborg Folkhögskolans Filmlinie in Gothenburg/Sweden they founded their own production company and are mainly working as director of photography and camera operator.
Known For

Three people rushing through the city of Gothenburg connected through a fateful phone call.
Room between us

Jacob is hunted by nightmares at night and a hitman by day. The mysterious company Teracorp will do everything to get hands on the secrets he carries. Can Felicia safe him?
Replika

Sarah works at a hardware store. One day she meets Salim and instantly connects with him. They both share roots that might divide or unite them.
Feels like home

Two cousins, two worlds – the East and the West collide as they rediscover family ties and confront the echoes of their divergent lives in thought-provoking conversations through culture, politics, and the essence of identity.
Bitter Coffee

Living in the safety of Sweden Yara follows the attacks on Lebanon and Palestine by Isreal online, constantly worrying about her family.
Watching my country crash at 2am

The main topic of the film is suicidality in context of close relationships. But its focus is not on the suicidality itself. Instead it gives insights into the thoughts and feelings of a close person / partner who never had any suicidal intentions themselves. It therefore provides a very different new perspective on how one can possibly think about suicide and a close relationship to someone who is facing this problem.