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Octavio Mendoza

Octavio Mendoza

Acting

Known For

Queer
6.6

In 1950s Mexico City, William Lee, an American ex-pat in his late forties, leads a solitary life amidst a small American community. However, the arrival in town of Eugene Allerton, a young student, stirs William into finally establishing a meaningful connection with someone.

Queer

2024
The Secret of the River
8.1

When a young boy arrives in a small Mexican village, a profound friendship blossoms with a local kid — and a dark secret seals their bond forever.

The Secret of the River

2024
I Have to Die Every Night
8.6

Snapshot of the sophisticated and exclusive gay nightlife of one of the most emblematic clubs in 1980s’ Mexico City, where people living under the weight of a repressive society that marginalized them felt the need to express an exacerbated sense of freedom. Through the eyes of a young man eager to explore the world and live freely in the capital city, the series recreates a slice of life and a decade that shook the world.

I Have to Die Every Night

2024
Querida
N/A

QUERIDA. In the heart of Mexico City, at the legendary Barba Azul, a shy office worker longs for love and adventure. This visually vibrant and deeply moving film explores identity, self-discovery, and the transformative power of confidence. Struggling with his sexual identity, the young man seeks guidance from a mysterious fortune teller who sets him on a path of acceptance and courage. Drawn to a lively cantina, he becomes enchanted by a charismatic bartender and, fueled by tequila and a surreal night of magical realism, dares to step on stage. His heartfelt performance opens the way to connection, and in a tender finale, the two leave together, hinting at love and self-acceptance. A raw yet enchanting tale blending realism and fantasy, QUERIDA celebrates the bravery of embracing one’s true self.

Querida

2025
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N/A

Following The Witch of Texcoco as she prepares for a defining concert, the film traces her fearless challenge to gender norms while celebrating Mexican tradition. In parallel, director Gabs Nápoles undergoes a personal transformation, weaving a shared exploration of identity, body, and belonging.

Portent

La Bruja de Texcoco
N/A

After a mysterious encounter with a shaman in Texcoco, Mexico, Octavio Mendoza, a Mexico City based musician, starts a journey to reconcile with his femininity through his music, in order to become “La Bruja de Texcoco”.

La Bruja de Texcoco

2019