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Benjamin Howard

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Riley
6.5

The life of a disciplined high school athlete begins to unravel when his queer identity competes against the idea of who he was supposed to be.

Riley

2025
Adjunct
N/A

A promising writer-turned-adjunct college professor grapples with the harsh reality of being undervalued and disposable in academia. As he confronts mounting disillusionment, he must chart a new path forward. A deeply personal meditation on purpose, identity, and resilience in a system that prizes flexibility over commitment.

Adjunct

2024
We All Die Alone
5.5

A standoff between two rival gangsters and their respective posse's leads to surprising and hilarious consequences. Part noir, part comedy and part romance - the only thing faster than a bullet is the dialogue in this stylish, snappy short.

We All Die Alone

2021
Deviant
3.3

In the early sixties, a sexually conflicted teenager finds faith and acceptance after escaping the tortures of electrotherapeutic conversion therapy.

Deviant

2018
Job Security
N/A

A young man with autism attempts to apply for a job, but is faced with a bigoted receptionist at the world's worst recruitment agency.

Job Security

2021
Rendezvous
1.0

A teenager's attempt at finding intimacy leaves him with more questions than answers.

Rendezvous

2021
Toast
1.0

While drunk one night, a curious college student makes advances toward his gay friend. The next day, both boys struggle to deal with the unintended consequences of the incident.

Toast

2015
Sleep on It
2.7

A quarrel puts things into perspective for a gay young couple mattress-shopping for their first apartment.

Sleep on It

2016