
I Don't Feel Like Myself
Synopsis
A gay man with undiagnosed C-PTSD tries to escape the confines of his mind using sex, status and a relationship with a charismatic successful older man, but the closer he gets to the person he thinks he should be, the less he understands the person that he is.
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