
This Is What Makes Us Girls
"You were my son, my partner, my abuser, my chest pain but I always called you my love."
Synopsis
Through a box of memories, the search for father figures in different relationships is explored and with it, the development of these until reaching excessive toxicities that develop the sexuality of those who witness it, a documentary of female sexual awakening, loss, and fear of abandonment.
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